IvanSuJun

Changed of blog

2006-10-22T18:20:00.000-07:00

My blog have been shifted to http://isj-freedom.blogspot.com

WSS Final

2006-07-13T06:00:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since i last post... I know people thought my blog is inactive already...

Well as i said, long time before i alst post but sadly this post is going to be a unhappy one...

Today went to balestier ITE for the blue mobile presentation... Overall was quite nice and time pass very fast... Dear first time go with me for ITE events so happy she is there... Haha...

Went up to watch the PC & Network support finals... Suddenly felt so depress that i am not one of those sitting in there... I know, i am not capable enough to qualify... Just kinda felt helpless + hate myself for being stupid... Haiz... I dont know how to say but deep in my heart i just wish to be there...

Ivan Ong is now known as Orphan

2006-06-22T06:34:00.000-07:00

Ivan's family is now gone... Family wont be in my life anymore....

Inactive

2006-06-13T01:40:00.000-07:00

Haha my blog inactive for so long...

Recently doing the special project at home... Dont know leh at school no mood do... In school see friends think of dota, now at home got bro help help... Ask him explain the html stuff to me then i try quote myself but cant work.. :( Disappointed...

Then recently keep chiong maple, want level faster then can go orbis with dear... But i level so fast must thanks dear, she help me de... :) Recently parents there a bit problem, then chiong project and maple, didnt pei dear go home... But my darling understand and didnt angry.. Heez... In fact dear dear still zhi chi wo, give me support heez... Xie xie ni...

Haiz, come back home late kana kp, do project on com also akan kp, play game also kp, du lan...

Say me everytime at com, really want move out.. If only i can got my cert and start work to support myself, i will leave...

I did something pen the wrong again

2006-06-06T19:34:00.000-07:00

Now having linux class, dont even have the mood to open the book to read... C maths also cant get in the head... Haiz... I wish that dear tell me what happen...

Dear, you hangup on me just now, I wanted to talk longer with you... If you going to hate me, at least let me know what i've done that make you detest me so much... I just wish to know so that i can change... Haiz...

Looking forward to your sms and call....

Gaming at dear house...

2006-06-04T05:07:00.000-07:00

Today early morning wakeup eat le i want vacuum floor for mummy de then end up no time i rush out go dear house... Then want go buy coke light with dear also didnt buy... Hmmm today play maple, NFSMU, FT... Kinda fun... Dear's mei also play with us... Her computer lots of problem... Tryin to fix for her...

Haiz... My computer hor, sad ar, cant support need for speed most wanted... Really like that game... Now adays really feel like playing dota with junkang they all but i want lvl up maple also... Talking abt maple, really thx junkang a lot for the freebies... Without his help i jialat...

Later try chinog a bit, tml got maths so sleeping early... Hmmm neighbour going to australia soon le... :( And also this friday the MINDS thing start le...

So much things... I want to just teleport to a fairy land with dear then stone there...

Our F5 first car ride...

2006-06-03T08:56:00.000-07:00

Today wakeup very late... 11am then pull myself to wakeup cuz its late... Then wakeup intend to levelup then suprise dear but then to my surprise, already level le!!! Xie xie dear... I am glad... :)

Then went dear's house play NFSMU and maple... Transfer warcarft3 and frozen throne to her also... Then evening kevin come fetch us at sj house downstairs... Before hand, kevin pickup xl le... We went suntec then find xq... Got some delay at suntec... Sorry dear let you starve... =(

After that went cineleisure behind the youth park eat nice food... All spicy food... Lucky got egg not spicy then dear can eat.. On the way back, we went to xin shang malaysia de scenary.. Haha... Drive to kranji there see... Then romantic awhile heez...

After that went back home... Go dear house take laptop jiu come back le.. Going to chiong level le... Today actually kinda sad... BBSS anniversary dinner then its going to tear down le yet i didnt go... Haiz...

Dear: Hope you enjoy yourself today... Happy to have you...

Junkang: Thx a lot for the diamond ore and the help for the snake, bubbling, and alot more.. Thanks...

Kevin: Thx for the ride and dinner...

Sianzation

2006-05-30T19:38:00.000-07:00

Today lesson didnt bring linux book... Then rot at linux class...

tml going SLS with clarence... Checking bluetooth price for mr soong then buying mic for qingxia and jiawei... tired... Lvl15 le... thanks to dear yesterday help me train a bit...

This weekend can go out with dear lo.. Heez...

T i R e D

2006-05-24T07:29:00.000-07:00

Long time didnt post... Recently very busy with school stuff... D tech got lots of things coming up... Checking of inventory, checking the laptops, realwork scheme, and minds de thingy... Esther today say its $8 per session... 3 hours then $8... Cheaper than normal IAP lo... Haiz...

This few weeks will find time go register advance theory... Then also need go down bell at SLS... D tech de laptop got many problems... Crack screen, battary almost all dead except 2, lcd gone, cmos battary spoil, RAM slot holder broke off... Way off what you can imagine...

Thigns at home still going ok for this few days... Ignore him... Just dont care... Dont know, dont care, bo chup... Jun kang teach de...

This few days stay back at school then after school wait for dear then go home together... Even though its short but i treasure the time we spend together... I will try to stay back to spend time with her... But got limitation at home... :( But i'll try... I want to give her happiness, to see her smile everyday...

Bodyache... Tired... Super lack of sleep... Want go play but no time, too tired, no money... Haiz... So jialat... I want a graphics card also so hard...

Wishlist: Currently 512MB DDR400, reqiure 512 more to make it 1GB
: Graphics card that can support battlefield2 at normal(NOT LOW) & support most wanted..
: Additional 80GB western digital hard disk

hamsty is hurt...

I Am Weak

2006-05-21T07:30:00.000-07:00

Today actually suppose to go out with dear de... Who to blame? ME! Everytime want go out is me sick then hai dear didnt go... I hate myself...

Today whole day at home doing nothing except Dota... Play many match at IRC... Then play with kelly, qiaoyu, kelly's younger brother...

Overall match was quite challenging... QY keep dying... Then dont know why she use money get reciepe first instead of item... Then kelly quite good at controlling sniper... But sniper always get rape cuz low hp, slow no skill... Thats the nature of it... Enuff of dota...

Hmmm tml should be staying at d tech to play agme then wait for dear after work take bus together... Maybe eating outside... Depends.. See mummy got cook ma... D'tech computer all setup liao... Hear from junkang got CS, Dota... But still, play alone there everyday till 6.30 also sianz somemore tired facing CRT monitor, LCD can protect eyes... Nvm la can sleep inside also...

Sleeping le... Dear rest early... I love you... Goodnight...

Haiz...

2006-05-17T04:25:00.000-07:00

You know what is pissed off? When you did something out of your own heart cuz you dont want to let someone down ended up that person still dont appreciate?

I am 18 lo going 19 le... Still kana control like a jailbird... The other day dear also say, "you 18 years old le they still control you" ... Not only dear dear say this, i dont know hear thousand times from other people liao... WHAT CAN I DO? Provide me a room outside i will move out!

Haiz... Who will understand me? Who will understand this kind of "freedom" that i have? NO ONE! Cuz not a single teenager at the age of 18 will experience this kind of treatment from their parents!!!

Sooner or later, i will move out... Vapourised from this house...

IF I CAN EARN ENUFF MONEY TO STAY OUT, I WILL, JUST TO LEAD MY WAY OF LIFE!

WTF! 3am now

2006-05-13T12:09:00.000-07:00

Seldom have the chance to come back late without rush and phone calls... Today went out with dear... So happy... Finally able to see dear le... Then went walk walk... Then we took our first neoprint together... Just the 2 of us... Dont know why, in the past rabbit they all say i take photo not nice... But today de photo, i dont know why i just look so cheerful, filled with happiness... Heez... The smile is not from my face, is from my heart... Dear, love you... After that mummy say the crab at kallang airport cancelled cuz "dad" got something on... Btw this dad word thinking that he doesnt deserve it... Long story.. dont wish to say... Only 2 person know abt it, want know, come ask me...

Then went choonwee house eat steamboat then also celebrate buddy birthday... So much food, cannot finish... then CW com bomb! Ethernet port just suddenly gone... Then he blaming the porn DVD... Haha... Well didnt get to watch cuz he say want format asap...
Gosh! he dont even know how to transfer file from com to thumb drive! Then he say this thing cannot, game he can... But he dont seems like pro gamer also... Then backup things liao format liao install window, 2am liao!!! Take cab back.. Actually CW say he pay but then wonghar say he pay... Tell bro share with him... Wondering next time when can see him... When then can chill out again.. The rest still at CW house, maybe not going home...

Tml going ah ma house... Sianz... Think go eat le run... Jeremy ask me see computer stuff for him tml... Then also tml XQL going ECP but dear not going so i dont go be lightbulb also... So if dear not going, i mostly go SLS check out somethings for rabbit... Then meeting jeremy there bah... Depends... Everything must see tml...

Now going to sleep le... Haha heez... Blah! Whole day thinking abt neoprint... The photo just fill with happiness k... Just pure happiness and i felt loved... Love dear sj... Love dear sj... Love dear sj...

Loooooong STORY Short

2006-05-11T08:42:00.000-07:00

Recently get special project source codes... After i see mine, really is GG... Then trying to fix the page for the phone to linkup with my index.asp codes... Then cheolin and junkang get their codes, HONG GAN! WORSE! Super hyper damn complicated... Mine use ASP, theirs use VB..

The rest are points form cuz i dont wish to elaborate either is old le, dont wish to, forgot or u just need to know the basic...

1: Hope dear dont worry so much...

2: Will try to settle D'tech things asap...

3: Hope Uncle can go home soon and recover fast...

4: Improve myself... At times i am a failure as a bf...

More rules...

2006-05-07T09:43:00.000-07:00

Maybe i should really just get out of this house... I no longer belong here... More rules impose... Its like forcing me to leave using those rules...

Haiz... Slightest mistake also counted... Nobody is perfect lo... Haiz...

After this few days, my relationship with them is worse... Dont ask if you dont know who "them" is... Sorry dear... Those fucking rules they impose, will somehow affect our life also... I cant pei you so much as last time... Sorry...

SOONER or LATER, i WILL leave this house...

Today and yesterday go PS do roadshow... Not really is heavy duty job, in fact, suddenly lots of people, otherwise is nobody there... Then play game, rot, stare into space... Miss dear sooo much... Tml want send her to work but dear ask me rest at home... Dear, thanks for being so understanding... Love dear much...

No longer going home

2006-05-05T03:02:00.000-07:00

I am no longer going home... I am going back house... Home is a house with warm care and family inside... House is just 4 walls that provide a shelter over your head...

Actually the kind of life i am living i am very happy with it... Now that they want control every single shit, its ok... I will just spend every single second of my time in school... Dont want to see his face...

Sooner or later, once i get a room or a place to leave, thats it... I wont tolerate anymore of his crap stuff...

Very Tired

2006-05-03T07:30:00.000-07:00

Dont know why... Sooo tired... Never had this feeling for a long time since WSS training near competition... The other day me and dear had some different opinion but we talk things out... I am very very gald we are able to do it... Love dear...

1: Chiong-ing CCNA exam studying... Taking the exam soon... Hopefully in few weeks time...

2: Mr. Lum ask me do a special project, about Voice Over Internet Protocol(IP), use phone but without phone line, use ethernet cable...

3: I want to be a good bf for dear... I dont want to see dear frown ever again...

4: Massive torrenting files... Side panel opened, air-con on... Scare later burn... Going to on for days non-stop...

5: Something wrong with my phone navigator... The center the left right up down key... (PISSED)

6: Today finish the CCA fair for Year 1... Happy! Dear joined D'tech le... Then overall today was good...

7: Gastric pain today... Think is the side effect of yesterday's attack... Still kind weird...

8: Hope dear will be happy with VS6... Muackz...

9: Hope dear get well soon...

10: I go get some rest le!

I is loveD

2006-04-30T06:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went DXO... Felt kinda tricked cuz go there, all the tables all booked by the organisers... Then go there STAND... Then we ask my bro's friend who sold us the ticket then he say no tables one... Sianz... Then after that, went dance floor, no people de! Even more sianz... Me first time go also dont know how to dance, just follow crowd jumpy around...

Its good for a first timer going... Never been to disco before... Then half way came out... Esplanade bay quite nice at night... :)

Then today went jurong area with dear... Hmm me love dear... Muackz

Fast Post

2006-04-28T19:08:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went wlak walk with dear at town... So happy... Heez... Window shopping but we go few places... :) I love you dear...

Today going to clear mum's room cupboard, throwing it away then also clear storeroom... Throw all those unless stuff... Starting soon...

Tonight later going DXO at expladanade there nearby... So will be home late... :)

Dear, glad you recovering le... Get well soon so can go eat BU-FFET.. :P

I am soooooooo (dont know what to say)

2006-04-26T07:33:00.000-07:00

Today went dear's house fix graphics card problem...

Then go bugis, heavy rain... Sianz... Run over whole body wet... Then at Convergents that fucking old man give me attitude... DAMN PISSED... But forget it, got to tolerate cuz if argue with them, lose out is me, if card need replace then offend them no point...

Go SLS Bell look for Dave then get the new fan... He introduce me cooler master de fan... More quiet, speed abt the same de he say... Then maybe is PSU fault then he lend me a PSU... Really must thank him... Then the fan buy le come back fix fan and graphics card back... I change some settings... Hope everything ok le...

If problem still exsist, i will take the following steps...

1: Remove side panel, use fan blow, run it...
2: Change Power Supply Unit (PSU)
3: Take motherboard go gigabyte service center...

Hopefully no problem... Today really can say lots of things happen bah... After today, me and dear know each other even more, love her deeper le...

Dear, i want you to know that i will keep to my promise de... Sorry for being forgetful recently...

love dear...

Tml...

2006-04-23T05:34:00.000-07:00

Dear still sick... :(

Hope she can recover soon... Today at home doing nothing... Want wash van de but cousin borrow go idea buy table so no wash le... Then do some research on "VPU Error" on dear's graphics card... Update driver le hope the problem solve, otherwise second possibility is heat liao... Gab tell me his graphics card can go 100 degrees then hsi fan will run at 100% max, the sound like helicopter... lol... He say use headphone play game, still can hear... SUPER LOUD...

Now playing game with dear... Really hope i am the one sick instead of her... Malaysia dont think going le she sick... School starting soon... All the best to dear's attachment...

Looking forward to dear's recovery...

Dear fallen sick...

2006-04-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

:(
Dear fallen sick le... All my damn fault... Spread the virus to her... Haiz...

Early morning wakeup vacuum and mop floor so mum no need do... Then lunch eat le then play game with dear until evening go bukit batok eat dinner with parents... Then go JP buy movie ticket... Kor watching i not watching... Come back pei dear dear play game...

Tml maybe going SLS ask abt dear's graphics card but depends... Cuz tired and go there they cant help also...

Kinda lousy liao at BF2... Training up a bit...

Mummy's birthday cake...

Failure

2006-04-21T05:11:00.000-07:00

I am a failure...

I couldnt let dear be happy and ignore all the unhappy things.
I couldnt cheer her up when she is sad.
I couldnt make her happy.
I didnt do my job as a bf.
I didnt console her when she needed it the most.
I didnt console her instead she console me.

I felt sad when she's sad... AND i didnt do a thing to brighten her life...

I am a useless person...

Are We Human Result-Oriented?

2006-04-20T07:23:00.000-07:00

Today ITE results release... Dont know what to say for my results... Knowing my results and dear's, i wasnt happy cuz i know dear not happy with her results... Sometimes we humans tend to forget what we are born for, to enjoy our life and live our way of life... Every single humans exsistence is to protect another person's way of life... I do this so that other people do that... I build buildings so that business people can use... Business people need IT people to do website, for customers to buy... And country provide currency, and government run country, and governement are still humans!!! Everybody leading their way of life... Are we really so result-oriented? Haiz... I wont say its bad... Its good and bad... Haiz...

I Is Hurtz...

Dear, i know that you are not happy with your results... You are right, i am not god... There are things that i dont know, there are things that i dont have control over... But as a bf, the least i can do is to try and cheer you up saying some stuff that are positive, or rather saying stuff that are not related... I just want you to be happy... My exsistence is just for that purpose...

If i cant fuffil that purpose, there is no point for my exsistence...

Love sj till the end of time...

Hope You Remember This...

Quite a nice chalet...

2006-04-17T03:31:00.000-07:00

Hmmm dont intend to blog much but really thanks kevin for the chalet and all the programs and the alcoholsssssss... Drink and drink still cant finish... Haha... Had fun but my stomach upset... Peng Yu also having fever... So not very good... But overall things are quite good... Fun, enjoyed myself...

Just now went to do delivery at Ministry Of Foreign Affiar... Damn heavy... 20 boxes... Lucky got clarence help... So still alright... Actually recovering le but dont know why after the job like starting to feel weak and no strength...

~ivan mood = sick~

Chalet coming up...

2006-04-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

Got chalet coming up, now high fever... WTF? Haiz... Feeling terrible... Normally i will want go de cuz got chalet and bbq is my favourite but now my body ownself cannot go... Leg cramping like siao, whole body ache, cold... Haiz... Today dear not feeling well also, so xing tong... If only i can help her ease some pain...

We play warcraft3, manage to get the unlimited map from choonwee... Played a few rounds with dear... Now think dear fallen asleep le... Me surf net or play game wait for her... Just finish watching troy... Dont know why i suddenly start to imagine, if the old times war is different at one party side, if 1 side is using spear, sheild, sword and wear (useless)armor, the other side uses rocket launchers, machine guns, rifles, mortar, tanks, helicopters... Wont that be a sight? Heez... Cruel...

Hao le... I go surf friends or play game while waiting... :) Want wait till she come back..

Wu Nai

2006-04-11T05:23:00.000-07:00

Haiz... Today start work at HQ... Everything seems so in control and happy, relac... Just that got 2 or 3 idiot people on the phone... But today wasnt good also... At night, dad send dear home, i wanted to send her home but i know mum wanted me pei her dinner...

In the end i reach NTU le recieve a call, dear cant get in of SOME reason... I wanted to go back de but kana scolded by dad... Say me siao, what wrong with protecting the one u love? If i got license, sure take that van rush back to dear house... Fuck care... Haiz...

MSG:
Dear, sorry, didnt did my part to protect you from harms way... :(

Improve

2006-04-09T08:43:00.000-07:00

I will try my best to improve, to be your perfect man...

I know sometimes i didnt do what you wish me to, i know sometime i didnt do what you want...

Sorry dear... Give me a chance... I will improve myself... I promise...

Sad > Angry

2006-04-07T08:43:00.000-07:00

Today went Lor Chuan collect AER machine... Then deliver to SGH, kana scolded by a guy say we too early. But instruction given is deliver during 9am - 12pm... We reach at 10 ar... Then he say we too early then shouted at me over phone... Kinda pissed off... Nvm la work ma...

Then afternoon come back, "dumbass" trying to do something funny using my computer, got warn by me before he could even try... Then play a bit of warcraft3... Heez, now i train dear dear to my standard le... If now you ask me to have a game with her, honestly i really have the so called fear in her and not anyhow play... Her standard now is same with me le... I might lose to her also... (I HATE LAGGING)

At night, went NTU buy dinner, then go 498 eat dinner again with parents.. Didnt eat just see them eat... Come back at home rotting... Want to sleep, tired but my mind couldnt rest... I keep flashing back today... Haiz...

I is loving someone deeply...

Photos

2006-04-03T04:40:00.000-07:00

Long Post (China)

2006-04-03T04:18:00.000-07:00

Long post ahead, get some popcorns or snacks before you continue...

For the 12.5 days of freedom, no more le... Parents are back from China; Xiamen...
After exam le... Want to really chiong, play my heart out... Dont care abt everything like the past few days when my parents are at china... But, today they first day back only, "Dont play game le, go sleep early. Its gettting late" You know that kind of cold water splash? Pesshhh... haiz...
Tml going out with dear... Go few places... Hmm dont know why recently keep feeling something wrong with my body sometimes... Cant tell pain or what, just weird feeling... Very uneasy...
They bought me somethings... Adidas watch, Santai watch, Nike basketball suit, another basketball suit that have two sides, a two red beans wiht rabbit carve on it(one for dear), and two small chains for dear...

After hearing the trip summary and seeing the photos... Dont know why i got a feeling to myself that i am a mountain tortise... They went to see lots of god stone carve statue... Still got go "shui lian tong" monkey god's so called home... BUT IS FAKE DE! China government do something to that place and named it as Shui Lian Tong... The actual one is not there... Then went to "Wu Yi Shan".. Thats the so called main thing also... The mountain is about 4 bukit timah hill... At the mountain, they also sit the bamboo boat...

They go climb the mountain right, when coming down, they saw an old man... He was gasping for breathe but in the end, unfortunatly he passed away... Its just 5mins more to the main entrance of that attraction... He couldnt make it out... And thre are 4 trees that every year harvest less than 600g of tea leaf... The 4 trees are named "Da Hong Bao" (Big Red Robe)...

There is a story on how this name come about... Last time a guy was on the way to some exam in china and he is very sick on his way there... This farmer saved him and give him some tea to drink... He recovered and went for the exam, eventually he became the son-in-law of the huang shang... Then he came back ask what did the farmer give him drink, the farmer told him its just some tea from some wild tree on the mountain... So after hearing this, huang shang send men to go there celebrate, fire crackers and all those, the "prince" know that this will damage the tea tree, he take off his robe, cover the tree to protect it.. Thats how this name came about... This 4 tree every eyar harvest so so so little tea leaf, it is the best quality tea in china... In the past only the majesty have hance to drink, now adays, its for the prime minister of china... However, i have a box... The box itself is soooo unique and "royal"

Tired dont want blog le... Will post some photos up... Enjoy...

Got a long post abt china coming up

2006-03-30T19:32:00.000-08:00

Haha no time to do the long post... Got photos as well... Be prepared... :)

Giddy!

2006-03-27T07:07:00.000-08:00

Bodyache + Giddy + Very giddy = NOW

Home Alone

2006-03-24T02:12:00.000-08:00

To start off, more on my home alone..

Parents went China hug pandas, kor in camp, no government at home..

So kinda more freedom... Then teach dear networking... This few days late sleep then like dying le... Haiz... OS project also jialat... I need rest.. Afternoon so tired, now cant sleep... Why like that? :( Haiz...

Today do all my housework le so more relax.. Heez... Got worms world party le... Warcraft3 and Frozen Throne on the way... Shaggy Dog on the way but not so fast... :)

BBSS Dinner.. (COPY PASTE)

2006-03-21T06:38:00.000-08:00

Message:
Dear All,

BBSS will be celebrating its 20th Anniversary this
year. There will be a grand dinner on the 3rd Jun
2006, Sat, in BBSS school ground.

Reason for holding the dinner in our school ground
is because our school building will be torn down
next year when our school undergo PRIME. So
really, this is the last chance to come back and
take photos to keep as you go down memory
lane :)

It will be held in the evening to start at about 7pm.
Each ticket is $50 for ex-BBSS students who are
working.
For ex- BBSS students who are still studying or
are in NS, school will
subsidise and you just have to pay $30 :)

Please contact me via e-mail to get the tickets
from me.

It will definitely be more fun if you can form tables
(10 pax per table). Otherwise, you will have to be
allocated tables to sit with other ex-BBSS
students. This arrangement is still ok. After all you
are all ex BBSS students.

Do keep in touch and hoping to hear good news
from all of you.

Do spread the message and the success of the
evening depends very much on how well
all our ex-students support this celebration.

Rgds,
Mrs Rosie Lau

First Home Alone Day

2006-03-21T05:41:00.000-08:00

Hmm today went JP eat lunch then study CCNA with dear today.. I know dear put in effort in studying.. Very happy.. :) Know dear sure can get good grades for networking de.. Then kor go back camp liao.. First day home alone.. No scare.. Haha... Can de.. Tml studying also.. Thursday neighbour coming over put somethings.. so maybe tml night help him shift.. Then nothing much.. I this saturday want go harbour city restaurant..

Long time didnt post, long post also...

2006-03-20T06:09:00.000-08:00

Hmm lets see... Last week no time blog... Everyday triaing then come back late el... Competition that day went in the morning then a bit stress, then go in the room see the question, your router ios is corrupted then i start on com search for TFTP server but cant find, even more stress... Haiz... Dont think can get into finals... Maybe what my kor say de is true... One mountain got another mountain higher(translate into chinese)... Maybe i really take it too hard that i must enter the competition... I know dear tell me must na de qi, fang de xia... But sometimes it just cant be done... Even though u tell yourself nvm lah win or lose its ok, but its like u fail just because of some factors and u really wish to see results after all the training... Hmmm nvm... Hope will get over it soon...

Today went see fish... Haha... See the fish swim inside the tank so good.. They dont have to worry abt anything... Got people feed them, got people go see them, got people appreciate them... Only thing is no freedom... But those small fish got freedom, haha... they so small size the tank so big they sure swim like a big world sure enjoy de heez... Then go study CCNA1, got a few things not sure... Must read up... Otherwise teach dear wrong thing jialat le... Dont know why so tired... Really want a few day rest at home... But no time le... I just wish can sleep and sleep and sleep... Be pig 1 day enuff le... :)

~yawn~ tired... now just bathe then later sleeping early... Tml will teach dear networking again...

h@m5ty mood = tired

hugz dear dear...

ETA(Estimated Time Arrival) to competiton, 3 days

2006-03-15T06:54:00.000-08:00

Words to describe me now

Tired + Bad + Brain Dead + Team Work

Today first time we got teamwork strongly improvise... Today did DHCP like hell... All everything DHCP DHCP assigned... Shoik....

And AP all working in perfect condition... Tired le dont want blog

MSG: Sorry Dear, cant accompany you... Will compensate you de k... Sorry...

Ice Cream Day

2006-03-11T05:37:00.000-08:00

Today went to kings ice cream buy ice cream! Haha... Tired so dont want blog much... Tml i going east side work.. Sianz... Know sj tired, wish that she can rest more... Looking forward to 18th, hope can make it though there... Body is starting to fall, brain already like reaching max limit le... Haiz... Will last until 18 de! :) tired, will update more...

NYP

2006-03-10T03:19:00.000-08:00

Went NYP today for the Qualifying rounds briefing then see the equitments that we are going to use that day... Then after that Gremar send us back to bouna vista mrt...

Just now went dear's house wait for them go JP but awhile got to go back le... :( Then on my way back, got the Kings's Ice Cream Factory Sales! Haha... Mostly sunday going there buy... Dad say fetch me and SJ go then after that send her back put ice cream le we go work at orchard... Hmm nice suggestion... Shall consider it...

WSS Training

2006-03-08T22:24:00.000-08:00

Toady come school for software engineering test then training... The test got ask what is the difference between whitebox testing and blackbox testing... that one dont know, the rest still can...

Today do training with a router and a switch...

Create 3 vlan, 195.10.5.192/26

Hao le, dont talk abt training... Later going home after training take the speaker then go dear's house test her sound card... Guess is the connector oxidise le...

Long Day

2006-03-08T07:25:00.000-08:00

Today WSS training i half way went off... Then long journey.. Then at night go see handphone... Eat dinner le come back home... Then at home got machine gun shooting all over the place... So stay in room, bullet cant hit me haha...

SJ: Every smile you show, means a thousand happiness to me... And every frown you have, means a thousands stab into my heart...

I prefer to be independent

2006-03-07T06:36:00.000-08:00

Today go for training as normal... But today we try something new... We setup a Access Point (AP) for wireless but still cant work so didnt manage to do... Then we do password recovery for switch and router... router was easy but switch a bit complicated cuz need delete file and something... My time is better than Mr. Gremar... Dont know he is purposely or really forget how to do... Anyway his time is far from us...

Tml reaching school around 0930 so mostly meeting sj at 0900 so can sleep until 0730... Then just now dad ask me tml 0645 wakeup, 0730 go out eat breakfast together with mum, then around 0830 i go take bus... WTF? Then still give me chee bye attitude somemore... Wah du lan leh... Cannot sleep late... Nvm, then still like ordering me around... How i wish they can go overseas not only 2 weeks, in fact, 2 months, 2 years, 2 decades... Dont come back... Stay there and change citizenship... Then i can live my own life... My way of life... With my dear dear...

Going to work today... Ivan Morph into Tiger!

2006-03-04T18:29:00.000-08:00

Hmm lets see... Finally completed my first busy week...

Monday - Saturday = Training
Sunday = Work

Today go Westmall be mascot... Wear the tiger outfit... First, hot, second, cant move around easily... And only can see a bit outside then turn here and there will giddy... But nvm lah... Work mah... Dear today seems tired cuz she keep standing around then guide me around in the outfit then didnt rest... So xin tong cuz end of the day she so tired... Wanted to drop her out of the job but she dont want.. She say she want work... :( Dear dont overwork yourself k...

So abt my working experience, some singaporean are scare of tiger... Got 2 aunties turn around see me standing near them they got shock... What so scare of a big soft toy tiger? Then got shake hands with childrens... So cute some of them... And some kids are so playufl go pull my tail then hit me then run off then come back hit me again... :( But nvm lah not painful just feel uneasy in it...

Just read dear's blog... She say my parents going oversea will come my house often help me do my housework... Haha... You want i dont want... I dont you be my maid... help me iron cloths can le... The rest i can do myself... :) Somemore still tc of me? Haha... Thx... Know you got "xin" le...

Sarang Haeyo my sj... :)

I just wish i can have everything go my way...

2006-03-03T06:56:00.000-08:00

Firstly, today went to Ghim Moh eat breakfast with mum then go school.. Today WSS DIDNT learn ANYTHING!!! Go there 10am then start, then my router didnt have "encapsulation dot1q" command... I was like, WTF? Then cant use, after that have some problem with which ip address to assign... then we decided go eat lunch first... After lunch gremar called, ask me take cab bring the photo cutter go Toa Payoh give him.. Then by the time we come back dover, he talk a bit only then go meeting.. He didnt even have time to teach us... Haiz... Next friday going NYP got a WSS breifing then familarise of the equitment and devices...

Today lots of thing happen... Dont know if should say also... I really wish to help... But i know "you" wont accept, but do you know that seeing you so vex, isolating yourself, not accepting my help makes me soo wu nai... Seeing "you" down, cant do anything... I really dont feel good... If can please let me help k... Sarang Haeyo, i mean it...

Tml going school at 9am, training till 1pm... After that go ITE hub with gremar they all... Dont know until what time but bro ask me come back earily cuz want talk to me... Tonight already lecture enuff le lo... Haiz... Not say i angry but is really irritating... Talk and talk, all my fault lah all my fault... The best is dont do anything then wont wrong anything...

hamsty mood ~ sad, cuz i wish to be by your side...

First Post

2006-03-02T04:04:00.000-08:00

This is my first post... The last blog was deleted cuz of too much post then casuing the blog to be slow whenever i post or update the blog therefore i create this! How's the appearance of this blog? Part of it if i create de wor... So proud of myself that i figure out this easy thing...

Just came back from school... Eat dinner, then come do this... Later got to teach mum the invoice shit then let her handle all of it... Not interested... I dont like doing things for people yet still must tolerate his fucking attitude... I dont see the point...

Today went school 8am for osftware engineering then actually intend take test but then no test... Then 10am go for WSS.... Gremar today very busy... Entire day he only come IDL awhile only... then mainly playing cs and worms today... Then see Chao Ling and Jun Kang play C&C Generals... Then me do a few things today...

1: Configure and Setup DHCP server (Win2k)
2: Configure and Setup DNS server (Win2k)
3: Configure and setup FTP server (Win2k)
4: Configure and Install IIS Server (Win2k)
5: Use WindowXP to ftp to Win2k Server (Window XP)
6: Install Debian Linux Fully (With GUI)

Haha learn quite a lot of things today... Really, doing Win2k and installing debian linux(no gui) is really bloody heck... Like hell... Basically Win2k i not very sure... Must practise more on it...

Then very happy... Training end, dear and xql come back school find me pei me go home... Haha really so touched and happy they came back... Cuz i know they went creative then ask them go home then they came back pei me go take bus... Thx dear, Thx XQL... But also, body at limits liao... 1 full week everyday not enuff sleep... Today lack of food, lack of money, lack of energy = Walking zombie Ivan... HeeeZ... Will rest earl today... :)

16 days to World Skills Singapore 2006 Competition (PC Support & Networking)

Hamsty Mood~ happy & tired